I woke up this morning with so many questions...probably
because I have the all-too-familiar disorder called “information overload.” If you’re like me, you’ve been bombarded with
statistics lately on the worldwide virus out to get us. And my heart races with the sheer volume.
And all that data, all the commentators, the government
decrees, and the self-defined experts in medicine still cannot answer those
questions that arise inside my half-awake brain.
What is this sickness, really? What does it look like for me if I get
it? What if I get it? What will happen to the economy? Will we have jobs left? What about my family? What does the future hold? Will I actually get a pack of TP when we do
run out!
Why am I not trusting You, Lord, more?
As soon as that last question came into my head, I realized
I already was sick...sick with worry, sick with fear...but not with a persistent
sickness, but a periodic one...one that enters my body from time to time
when my thoughts are dwelling elsewhere.
I’ve let the flow of information control my mind rather than the
fact that God is in control.
In my periodic sickness, I then turned to these words. “It is not the
healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. I have
not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.” (Luke 5:31-32 NIV)
Of course! The Master
Physician came for people with my condition, too! I admit, Lord, I need a doctor right now. I see that my 20/20 vision has been clouded. I have missed the most important part of this
pandemic: You are still present!
And so I acknowledge the trust I’ve placed in the information and
not in You alone.
This Easter season, I’m reminded of another sick man in
Scripture – the second criminal crucified next to Jesus. He realized the sickness of his sin. He was a sinner in need of the majestic grace
found in the Suffering Servant who will always be King.
To the defiant slurs of the other criminal hanging next to
them, this sick man realized the truth.
He was being punished justly for his crimes, but Jesus didn’t deserve
this same sentence at all. Turning to
Jesus in repentance, he in great openness of heart said: “Jesus, remember me
when you come into your kingdom.” And
the greatest promised that Jesus gives to all who are sick and in need of His
healing touch: “I tell you the truth, today you will be with me in paradise.” (Luke 23:40-43 NIV)
Through all the uncertainty of this life, I can clearly see
the Lord’s guarantee to sick people like me when we place our trust in Him! And that truth this morning humbles me and
renews me. How about for you?
Do you think you are beyond reach of His love and grace in
this very moment? That criminal experienced,
in his dire sickness, a complete healing!
What stops you from delighting in the promise of Jesus? This present pandemic? What would it look like to live in the light
of your assured place in paradise right now?
Will you?
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